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Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 8:48 AM
Overnight at e' boy's house.
I wish i could get at least a kiss from him before i leave. ;(
Hello humans. Currently, I'm staying overnight at my ex-boyfriend's house, which is located somewhere in woodlands area, for the reason that I'll be traveling over to Selangor for about 3 days 2 nights, attending my cousin's engagement day on the 14th of March 2010. Therefore, we met yesterday night, spending a little bit of our time together as friends and of course, I'll missed him after this. Hah. Well, nothing much to do on that particular night itself though. Fortunately, i've brought a laptop with me along to his house, otherwise, the whole night would be a big yawn for us. Right? Splendidly, i enjoyed my every moments with him. =) There's a lot of changes in us now and that would never be the same like before during the first met. Nevertheless, I'm thankful enough to met with him once again and hopefully we could remained as friends till everlasting. I discovered that our friendship is now went smoothly unlike the past when we first dating but i think we're better in this way. ;) What else? Yes yes, he is now snoring like a fat hippo in this room, but luckily, it's not too loud lorh. Heh. But he's real cute , you know? when i looked at him, sleeping. Wait, but he's not sleeping right beside me okay? Otherwise, I'll become the bats in the belfry later. Teehees! Nevermind, let him sleep longer okay? I'm kinda feeling of mercy towards him due to less sleeping hours for this few days. Most likely, he will be skating later afternoon with his bosom buddy as usual. Duhh... =( I'M GONNA MISS THAT CUTE- CUTE BOY SOON.
Nahh, lets drop the topic please. He's too hot to talked about leii. =)By some means, I'm still considering, whether i should further my studies again in the same old school which is, ITE, or should i just make an effort to find a new stable job for myself? Dammit. Why can't i just make one decision that will never regret in my whole life?? Tell me. Why must work, be an issue now? Fucking hell. I'm totally sick and tired of working in retail line and yeah, in this time of aged, i believed all the young teenagers are working sales like me too. Perhaps, they have to, just to earned extra income and importantly, to support themselves with their own daily expenses. Such a pity to all young employees like me. =/ Thanked god, I'm fortunate enough to have such parents that could be able to support me throughout my 19 years of living in this world. They are the precious ones that sent me to school, gave me pocket money, bought for me whatever things that i wish for, gave me food to eat, help me out by paying half of my bills and etc. They are the fucking best in my whole entire life. They never once abandoned me before and yes, they carried out their responsibilities as a wonderful and reliable parents. Where can i find such wonderful parents like them on earth? Hard these days. I will never forget their good deeds towards me in future and trust me, i will forever support them when i grew older. I should start appreciating my parents from now onwards before it's too late to do so. Right? Yes, I'm behaving so wildly outside and being a stone headed girl too. Ever so, my parents never failed to keep reminding me repeatedly and never once biased towards me and the siblings. They treated us legitimately though. So far i had no issues with them but only with my elder, who is Zainuriah. I never once regard her as my sister anymore. Fuck hell bitch. Somehow, she's jealous of me whenever my parents gave me more pocket money than her. Like what the hell, Zai? Grow up please. Till when you wanna have this such rotten feelings towards me? Till we both grow old is it? C'mon, look fixedly into the mirror, asked yourself whether you fit enough to be 21 year old girl or be younger. Looks like you're acting childish in such way. Bitch. Who cares. Having a sister is sucha pain in the ass, indeed. Yes, blood is thicker than water, so? She even called me "ungrateful sister" and etc. What's that supposed to mean and what you've gotta say about this phrase? She always felt dissatisfied whenever i did something. I can sense that every since she's with elvin, there's a lot of difference in her, totally. She became wild even more, never came back home on time, continuously smoking without warning, overnight at her friend's house - like almost every week, never listen to parents, disrespectful when talking, seldom going to school. I'm not trying to blame Elvin for the causes of everything, but somehow, i really had no idea, what makes her to become this way? She doesn't care less about her sister at all. Knncb. Whatever. I'm done with my story for now. Tired of typing full composition. Heh. ;)
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Thursday, March 11, 2010 @ 8:48 AM
Overnight at e' boy's house.
I wish i could get at least a kiss from him before i leave. ;(
Hello humans. Currently, I'm staying overnight at my ex-boyfriend's house, which is located somewhere in woodlands area, for the reason that I'll be traveling over to Selangor for about 3 days 2 nights, attending my cousin's engagement day on the 14th of March 2010. Therefore, we met yesterday night, spending a little bit of our time together as friends and of course, I'll missed him after this. Hah. Well, nothing much to do on that particular night itself though. Fortunately, i've brought a laptop with me along to his house, otherwise, the whole night would be a big yawn for us. Right? Splendidly, i enjoyed my every moments with him. =) There's a lot of changes in us now and that would never be the same like before during the first met. Nevertheless, I'm thankful enough to met with him once again and hopefully we could remained as friends till everlasting. I discovered that our friendship is now went smoothly unlike the past when we first dating but i think we're better in this way. ;) What else? Yes yes, he is now snoring like a fat hippo in this room, but luckily, it's not too loud lorh. Heh. But he's real cute , you know? when i looked at him, sleeping. Wait, but he's not sleeping right beside me okay? Otherwise, I'll become the bats in the belfry later. Teehees! Nevermind, let him sleep longer okay? I'm kinda feeling of mercy towards him due to less sleeping hours for this few days. Most likely, he will be skating later afternoon with his bosom buddy as usual. Duhh... =( I'M GONNA MISS THAT CUTE- CUTE BOY SOON.
Nahh, lets drop the topic please. He's too hot to talked about leii. =)By some means, I'm still considering, whether i should further my studies again in the same old school which is, ITE, or should i just make an effort to find a new stable job for myself? Dammit. Why can't i just make one decision that will never regret in my whole life?? Tell me. Why must work, be an issue now? Fucking hell. I'm totally sick and tired of working in retail line and yeah, in this time of aged, i believed all the young teenagers are working sales like me too. Perhaps, they have to, just to earned extra income and importantly, to support themselves with their own daily expenses. Such a pity to all young employees like me. =/ Thanked god, I'm fortunate enough to have such parents that could be able to support me throughout my 19 years of living in this world. They are the precious ones that sent me to school, gave me pocket money, bought for me whatever things that i wish for, gave me food to eat, help me out by paying half of my bills and etc. They are the fucking best in my whole entire life. They never once abandoned me before and yes, they carried out their responsibilities as a wonderful and reliable parents. Where can i find such wonderful parents like them on earth? Hard these days. I will never forget their good deeds towards me in future and trust me, i will forever support them when i grew older. I should start appreciating my parents from now onwards before it's too late to do so. Right? Yes, I'm behaving so wildly outside and being a stone headed girl too. Ever so, my parents never failed to keep reminding me repeatedly and never once biased towards me and the siblings. They treated us legitimately though. So far i had no issues with them but only with my elder, who is Zainuriah. I never once regard her as my sister anymore. Fuck hell bitch. Somehow, she's jealous of me whenever my parents gave me more pocket money than her. Like what the hell, Zai? Grow up please. Till when you wanna have this such rotten feelings towards me? Till we both grow old is it? C'mon, look fixedly into the mirror, asked yourself whether you fit enough to be 21 year old girl or be younger. Looks like you're acting childish in such way. Bitch. Who cares. Having a sister is sucha pain in the ass, indeed. Yes, blood is thicker than water, so? She even called me "ungrateful sister" and etc. What's that supposed to mean and what you've gotta say about this phrase? She always felt dissatisfied whenever i did something. I can sense that every since she's with elvin, there's a lot of difference in her, totally. She became wild even more, never came back home on time, continuously smoking without warning, overnight at her friend's house - like almost every week, never listen to parents, disrespectful when talking, seldom going to school. I'm not trying to blame Elvin for the causes of everything, but somehow, i really had no idea, what makes her to become this way? She doesn't care less about her sister at all. Knncb. Whatever. I'm done with my story for now. Tired of typing full composition. Heh. ;)
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04081991.
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