Friday, March 12, 2010 @ 6:50 PM
Messages.
Hello humans.
I felt something amiss with e boy today. He used to text me first but in the course of time, there's no messages from him. And yeah, i start the conversation first. What i discovered was, he's out of the ordinary. The way he replied to my messages, was like - different. What's the matter now? Don't tell me he's avoiding me? Dammit, i hate this part, really.
Why? did i do wrong? Highlight my mistakes, please. Don't try to slipped away and keep ignoring me this way. It won't gonna worked out anyway.
I'm not hoping for the worst and certainly, I'm not ready to faced it now. I don't wanna experience pain anymore. Why can't we just be happy with one another. I just don't understand.
What else can i do, to make you behave normally when we're contacting? You seemed not to be bothered with me anymore. C'mon, I'm not gonna cry again just because these things happened. I'm still cool with it and what I'm trying to do is, to get this problem solved between us.
I don't wanna lose you anymore like how i've lost you in the past. Don't worry, I'm not asking you to stick with me 24/7, but just spending a little bit of your time with me as friends.
I don't wanna asked more. I'm not trying to work on you back cause i really get the point that w can't be together like how we used to be in the history. And i willing to be just normal friends with you. =)
I don't mind if you wanna get back with your previous ex girlfriend and leave me alone. It's really alright with me as i still know that you can't actually forget about her completely. She might be the bad ones, but in truth, she doesn't intend to abandoned you aside. There's reason for everything. By some means, she still loves you. Don't fill you heart with hatred cause it won't gonna worth you anything.
Trust me when i said, "The secret of forgiving everything is to understand nothing".Believe me. Stop thinking the negative sides of her. You must reflect back about what she had done good to you during you guys are together. Nobody owes anybody a living, but everybody is entitled to a chance. Right?